...I was sinking at first... I would try to grasp out for my friends, family or any relationship I had with someone,to prove to myself that i had my life under control, I would beg for reassurances where there were none ... I had washed upon a shore... Trying to pick up the pieces of… Continue reading The desert
I recently read an article posted by Forbes Magazine. It was about Kratom users, their stories, and whether or not the drug/supplement is dangerous. I was writing a response via email, and decided I would take it to my blog to see if anyone else has used it, if it helps them or not, and… Continue reading Kratom- Dangerous or Medicinal ?
While I was in jail, I tried to find interesting things to read, I would pick up a book off the limited rack, and the ladies in my enclosure would throw non-sense supersitions that if you didn't finish a book, you would end up back in jail. I'm not superstitious, but I headed the warning… Continue reading The Storm
Depression is no easy feat, My body reminds me something isn't right What's going on in my head, what's going on I feel unbalanced, and there is so much I want to do, I just cant get myself there I went to therapy, and on arrival I was so emotional I feel off, like I've… Continue reading The relapse
Recently I have been feeling so off I cry, and wonder why I feel off, why can’t I feel happy. I feel pain, though my whole body, like a headache that just lingers and wont go away, but this one has been here for over a year, and though it seems sometimes the pain fades,… Continue reading Have I lost myself?
Learning from my past, making new goals
You’re tired, but you can't sleep. Your head won't calm down, and you shoulders won't ease up. You grind your teeth and repeat over and over “just fall asleep” but it isn’t working like it used to. You wonder what time it is now, illuminating the screen on your phone, knowing that’s not going to… Continue reading A note to the sleepless…