The Cost of a DUI

In exactly two weeks I will be enjoying my first joint, in two years.... while I ponder that moment, let me do some reflecting on the cost of a DUI- financially and personally. I will be free of the "system", the system that prides it's self on justice. I committed a crime, yes, a terrible…

Hello Empath

I’m an overthinker An over lover I feel things deeply  I don't feel anything small I use my heart as a base to understanding I use my head to sort through emotions I don't see in black and white I see in every color of the rainbow There is not just right and wrong There…

Reflections of probation –

My long two years of probation are coming to an end in 25 todays In my Brain I worried, that if something happens and the un-just justice system pulls me back in for a small technicality, like a diluted test.. will it ever end? My heart, is so tired of this fight- I have given…

Love songs

Do you ever hear a love song About two souls meeting? It's beautiful and sad at the same time, Two souls colliding, one lost without the other Do you ever think of yourself as both souls? Having come together with the part of you, that makes you happy The beauty of being with that soul…

The cage

A journey I wandered upon myself entombed in iron caging and glass walls on all sides Bars built to hold a wild animal- a container with no privacy or escape I looked through the bars at the "me" stuck inside A desperate, desolate, distant version of myself All the color and light her eyes had…

The relapse

Depression is no easy feat, My body reminds me something isn't right What's going on in my head, what's going on I feel unbalanced, and there is so much I want to do, I just cant get myself there I went to therapy, and on arrival I was so emotional I feel off, like I've…

Well Hello 2019

Learning from my past, making new goals