I haven't had sex in two years. I decided after getting my DUI and breaking up with my rebound-boyfriend, that I was going to take the next two years and dedicate them to myself. I was placed on probation for two years, so two years of sobriety and abstinence sounded like a good duo. Now… Continue reading Intimacy
A journey I wandered upon myself entombed in iron caging and glass walls on all sides Bars built to hold a wild animal- a container with no privacy or escape I looked through the bars at the "me" stuck inside A desperate, desolate, distant version of myself All the color and light her eyes had… Continue reading The cage
...I was sinking at first... I would try to grasp out for my friends, family or any relationship I had with someone,to prove to myself that i had my life under control, I would beg for reassurances where there were none ... I had washed upon a shore... Trying to pick up the pieces of… Continue reading The desert
I recently read an article posted by Forbes Magazine. It was about Kratom users, their stories, and whether or not the drug/supplement is dangerous. I was writing a response via email, and decided I would take it to my blog to see if anyone else has used it, if it helps them or not, and… Continue reading Kratom- Dangerous or Medicinal ?
While I was in jail, I tried to find interesting things to read, I would pick up a book off the limited rack, and the ladies in my enclosure would throw non-sense supersitions that if you didn't finish a book, you would end up back in jail. I'm not superstitious, but I headed the warning… Continue reading The Storm
Depression is no easy feat, My body reminds me something isn't right What's going on in my head, what's going on I feel unbalanced, and there is so much I want to do, I just cant get myself there I went to therapy, and on arrival I was so emotional I feel off, like I've… Continue reading The relapse
Recently I have been feeling so off I cry, and wonder why I feel off, why can’t I feel happy. I feel pain, though my whole body, like a headache that just lingers and wont go away, but this one has been here for over a year, and though it seems sometimes the pain fades,… Continue reading Have I lost myself?